Belhh school

ok so the school i go to doesnt seem to care if your hall pass is legit,ALSO the guys in gym are tools who care wayyyy too much about winning. i have BRUISES on my legs from this one guy trying to kick the soccer-ball away from me D: thank GOD i didnt wear shorts today... that is all

wow im selfish

ok so i know im gonna sound like a brat in this post BUT i dont care right now. SOOO i just got the news that i HAVE to go to my cousins engagement party on saturday...the SAME day as a VEY IMPORTANT thing that i dont want to go into details about. anyway im pretty much the 'Black Sheep' of the family and everytime i go to these "social Gatherings" i get the same damn question... 'Why arent you eating enough?" OMG i just want to scream. they always act like i either hate thier food or that i have an friggen eating disorder. NOTE TO FAMILY: I dont have one! anyway on to better news. i have a Halloween costume (YES i still dress up STFU)i plan on being pikachu this year *SQUEE* anyway all i have is the IDEA this plan has not been but into action yet :-/ but anyway i have the materials but i just need the thime...

life, my dear is NOT fair

Ok so, its raining out and i JUST though of this, if 'GOD' loves us so much then why does he send people to hell hmm? its like a double standard.I mean it just doesnt make sense because it almost feels like no matter what you do you only have 2 choices.I mean (If your Roman-catholic or whatever)you are supposed "Praise" whoever you do (or dont) worship because its "the right thing to do" now, i know im probably just babbleing along like a crazy but this is pretty much why i dont really "have a religion" EX: i celebrate christmas and easter but i dont go to church every sunday ya know? plus Im pretty sure i will end up like the people who make up a new religion. Im sorry if offended people but this was one thought i HAD to get out of my head before bed.

SO,

tomorrow i start school...FUN. im really stressing over nothing since im not a new to the school. I really dont know how much free time i will have since homework tends to pile up. anyway that was all